The Wormwood and the Gall

2008-02-07T01:02:00.001+08:00

shifted :
http://stapledoos.livejournal.com
confirm 100% chop till cannot chop anymore Stapledoos gna be really the last one. even though i said blankpages will be the last. hahaha!
but not bad. i use blankpages for like 18 months!
:D

your granny says so

2008-02-04T02:06:00.000+08:00

reunion dinner.
totally screwed, w u arnd.
cny; only hits me back to reality. in a most direct & harsh manner.
it can be this fast all thanks to your encouragement. hello grandma,
u are crossing over the line. WAY OVER.period

Funkamania 2008

2008-01-28T23:46:00.000+08:00

funkamania is over! time to rest, study&pack my rm [geeee neh sai.......] & gai gai!!!!!!!!!!!!!
& pleaseeeeeee!! movies + chilling session on sat soooooonnnnn!!! like SOON!!!!!!!!!!! *stares at ppppp*

w regards to funka will update soon when i got all the potatoes and videos:D

for now,
congrats to Allegra, Terence and Soul Out Crew.
E'dee Vance! thanks alot alot alot alot!!! :D

my fav pic. lol

but it doesnt really matter,
not any more

footoess updates

2008-01-28T18:18:00.000+08:00

EVE'S RETURN

JIA JUN'S BDAY

*shake head*

SEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!! [jia jun! this is what i want to show u :DD]
jiu shi zhe yang le (((((((:
AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

alex looks happy, jaei looks happy,
shane looks satisfied w his cup noodles,
er, i dont know why i look like this..

jia jun! u 18 yrs old alrrrrrrrreeadyyyyyy. plsss.

david's funny face part 1
[i dont know why but this photo reminds me of the bape monkey logo.]

SHANE'S BDAY & MERRY X'MAS
e bday boy :D

david's funny face part 2

david's funny face part 3

david's funny face part 4

this pic is srsly too tooo too toooooooo funny.

david's funny face part 5

zx wants sweet, david wants sweet. ronnie... i dont know what he thinking.

look at weijie! just look at him....

david's funny face part 6. peg got stunned face.
bw found new partner . me and jaei super happy we got candy.
ronnie... and agn, i dont know what he thinking

our presents, jj zui kai xin! cause he got the present of the year frm david. lol

aft opening.

HAPPY NEW YR

2008-01-18T06:38:00.000+08:00

its 640AM now :D
and what am i dng here :D
insomnia!
for the 2nd night. if the same shit happens agn tonight, i can srsly go china eat bamboos.
i woke up at 5 plus feeling so happy tht i actually manage to fall asleep at arnd 3 plus but when i tried to get back to slp mode, i cant.
i roll here roll there till 6 plus, give up.
wake up and decided tht i shld do sth productive instead of rolling arnd wasting time.
im gng to go draw the caps and do project now.
BUT im not gng for the morning lessons. NNNnnnnnnoooooooooooooooooiiiiiiii.
oh yea, and i just quarrelled w my bro at such a freaking hour.
you know, i really tried my best to forget abt everything.
to like u, to dote on u
but.. srsly u are just so...so.. SO
SCREWED UP u know.

funka;
if only got heats 1,2,3
what i will do now is to repeat what i did for suntec.

tday!! [...], tmr!!! [...]
jay's concert.
BUTT!!!
..
im not there
.......

2008-01-15T04:10:00.000+08:00

im rotting in changi airport. like now [.....]
waiting for mac bf.
update pics nxt time (:

carmen!!! im missing u alr.
srsly hope i could see u agn, like nxt yr in euro :D

2007/8 II lol

2008-01-13T23:55:00.000+08:00

kns, how can i forget my uncle!
here's one short para for u! (:

AZRIEL LAI!!!
my uncle, yet one yr younger than me. what the foot.
you know once, i think it was keren/ i-forget-who
she/he ask me, who's the one who make u laugh the most up to now in your life?
the first person tht came across my mind was u. serious.
u are just so... srsly the funniest person i ever seen. your bouncing hair! wah lau....
u just continue growing k. become bouncing kampung hat.
sometimes it can be so bad till, e moment u start talking i laugh alr.
rmb when i lost my dog? i kept crying. u keep trying to act funny but i din laugh but end up still, u were the first one to make me at least smile.
and this yr theolo, i wasnt feeling really good, but end up! u still make me laugh like crazy tht i think the whole church can hear my laughter. and what were we laughing over?
us washing pots [............ ...]
uncle lai ah, anything im here k! :DDDD
thanks for bringing me back to church (:
thanks for reminding me tht im seriously very kuku, not coming to church like regularly
thanks for alot of things! seriously too many liaos.
w/o u in Adam i will srsly feel bored cause i talk to u more than i talk to my bro. lol

oh yea, 2007, learn to be more independent.
no longer tht little girl, go plaza also need ppl to accompany.
and no longer scarey [did i spell correctly? lol] cat.
now huat ah!! :DDDD i can travel arnd spore alone even to places i didnt even go before.
*proud face*

2007/8

2008-01-13T19:30:00.000+08:00

finally got time to blog! :D
this comes a lil late, but hairrrppeeeee new yr ppl! :D
damnit! 19 this yr. like holy nineteen!!!!
i still dont feel like im 18 and im gng to be 19 soon!
third yr, means prcp coming. kns. 3 months+++ rot in hosp. hving the so called license to "kill" ppl.
i srsly pray tht i will be able to pass prcp w/o killing anyone.

2007 has been a good one for me, quite happening. lol. def a yr worth rmb-ing
its been dance, dance, dance throughout :DDDD and im happy abt it.
but at the same time i want to say sorry too.
the kayaking trips & jamming sessions tht nvr come to pass
the meet ups [jonathan u are right, im the one who's busy not u. and lihua, din have the time to meet up w u before u left for aust] /gatherings.
missing some of my sec sch friends' bday cel.. really sorry.
i know tht eversince i joined nra i've been missing quite alot. really sorry.
yet u guys make an effort to come down and support me&jaei for both danzation & suntec dance comp.
even though we dont meet up and chat as often as before but srsly i love u guys.
whenever i see u guys arnd in campus or bpp, i will get this like like, like family kind of feel.
this clique which really nearly fall apart really still means alot to me.
u guys have always been there for me, like srsly. be it my homework [i still rmb u guys were so worried tht i might not be able to grad, and for amaths and poa kel & ping tried to tutor me lol], when im sick [helping me carry books, bag. organize the porridge party LOL!], when i met up w problems [for just being there]. srsly THANK YOUSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!
im glad we met up tday! :D like suddenly, randomly for dinner. lol thanks to amos.
oh yea, and miao send in the photo we took during my bday [not the below one]and got first. got free lunch in seoul garden for 12 ah!!! huat!! lol!!! lets go tgether k. hahha!

NRA, the best best best thing tht ever happen to me in poly and one of the best best best ulti best thing tht happen to me in life :D
met alot of wonderful ppl, amazing ppl, talented ppl
learnt quite alot of things w regards to dance and life there.
Nra; im so freakinggggggggggggggggggg sure i did not regret joining and very very very chop chop sure i will regret if i did not join.
when im 80 yr old [if], sitting on my rocking chair drinking coke, and if ever anyone asked, lao ah ma what's the highlight in your life till so far. im so freaking sure i WILL say nra and get so excited till i get choke by coke.

Ann, the one who made me stop and think what dance means to me and whether do i really love dancing.
had been dancing since nursery but to me it all really started when i joined nra.
before tht to me the most impt thing is tht i must catch the steps, rmb the steps, get the timing right, must have energy. all those superficial thing.
but aft joining nra i realise its more than tht.i can still rmb when jaei and i just joined nra we got quite depressed. lol!!! like dance isnt what we used to think.
other than dance, actually sometimes when u talked to us, in a way, u teach us how to zhuo ren. serious.
so Ann,
srsly THANKS. ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT. x infinite! :D

ppppp, one of the best thing tht happened to me in nra :D

sometimes we actually talked to each other in "dance language" lol!
the ones whom "Dance" could be the main chat topic.

even though we got tgether like only 9 months?
its amazing how we can open up to one another quite easily (:
and its seriously amazing how many photos we took within this 9 months. its crazy!!
lololol
love you guys too.
please, i miss those midnight shows, chilling in town on sat, and can we one more time walk frm town to clarke quay at 4 plus am agn. please...................
think 3 wks nvr go town chill watch movie on sat liao. it feels kinda weird. lol

Poshbites/ suntec dance comp.
even though we came tgether for e sake of just forming a grp.
but thru this competition, i learnt quite a lot too. serious (:
our grp i really dont know what to say.
is lucky or lucky?!! LOL!
heats 1 pushed until heats 3.
in the end we got into finals. its crazy. but tht day, was the happiest. all the teams got into finals :D everyone congratulating hugging one another jumping arnd, tht sight was just simply... :DDDD
no matter what i still wanna thank you guys for this exp :DDDD

Keren
my best friend in church
be strong :D im here! wee heeeee!!!!!!!!!!!
like what u said, its the same for me too. u better go church if not i will also... hahahaha. u know. lol!
Carmen
i srsly srsly! wished tht u will migrate over to spore.
then i will really be happy happy yay yay!
aft tmr [this yr] i really dont know when i will be able to see u agn. i hope i can save up in time and meet u in Europe but saving to me is.. hard. but i will try my best!

keren and carmen, e best thing tht happen to me in church. :D
like when i went back to church aft backsliding for 4 yrs, i realise my childhood friends also backslided. like over there the ones i can really talk to is az and some of my relatives. so yeah, im happy to know u both :D

& in nursing.
there's wan ting!! whom i want to say a BIG THANK YOU :D
u srsly is the nicest girl i ever seen. nice till bu xing luh!!!!! sometimes cannot too nice okay.
lol. hey im serious.

and grace! for keeping me awake in lessons. w/o u i think i will slp more than e amt now. serious.
ximin & jia shun. dont know third yr will still be in the same class anot. but great knowing u guys. :D

nxt, last two! :D
srsly impt and special ppl to me in life :D
tay shi hui & sum miao jun

TAY SHI HUI, 2008 our 19th yr knowing each other! LOL!!!!!
okay, fourth yr.
we went arnd bluffing ppl. lol
okay, actually i srsly nvr expect u, this toot shorty to be my best friend. [okay, toot shorty refer to sec 1,2. my first impression of u. now da mei nu okay, super tall. dont know what u eat, grass isit]
okay, actually tht first day of sch for sec 3 i did regret telling u "bu yong jing you wo zai! ke yi pei ni" but its only tht day. and in fact now im glad i said tht to u. if not i wont talk to u liao.
u are srsly the first and the only one who srsly scarily[eh, like dont have this word lol] understand and know me so well.
its scary okay!
esp when i keep quiet and u know what im thinking.
someone whom i can talk abt anything.
in 07, did i realised our friendship is srsly super nan de.
THANK YOUSSS FOR EVERYTHING
being there and all :DDD
even though sometimes i irritate u, sometimes u irritate me. but i love you too!!!! :DDDDDDD

SUM MIAO JUN!
my longest, friend. eversince peeee 4.
the 9th yr!
its amazing how aft pri 6,
in sec 1 and 2 we dont really talk and sec 3 we ended up in the same clique! lol!
i still rmb when we were in pri sch, alot of ppl thought we were sisters. cos of our mirror-imaged moles!!!!!! and yea, our height and our size but now.. im like two times of u! kns!
and yea, now u no more moley moley liao. damn.
07 your moley ran away.
hazel sum!
u are someone whom i really think tht your care is so genuine tht it touches ppl's heart. at least it is for me.
serious.
when u ask a simple qn like, are u okay. it really touches me.
and really just let u feel like bawling out loud w/o a care/ trying to be strong.
u are someone whom i can srsly tell u everything too other than hui.
i really want to thank you for being there for me for like eversince pri 5. when all the shit happens. THANK YOU!!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU! :DDDDDDDD
and i know u love me too!
i dont know, it might sounds weird. but yea, i love msia durian cake but yet i can only get to eat it like 2/3 times a yr? but when i see it i will be like so freaking happy!!!!
yea, lol!!!! u are like the durian cake. even though cant meet up and chat as often but, yea. :D
and please please rmb, me and hui always here okay! :DDDDDD
i miss bumping into u in lift. i miss 604 luh!

miao, hui, kai

2007, i want to thank God for blessing me with so many good friends.having so many pillars of support :D

2008, im so looking forward to what's ahead!
funka, which's like a wk ltr [....] lau sai.
song and dance!
danzation!
i hope 08's gna be a better one or as good as 2007 also can (: lol
and tht everyone will be very healthy, no one will "leave" this yr, its like, been consecutively 2 yrs. so yea, this yr pls no more.
2008 huat huat huat! :DDDD

2007-12-30T22:44:00.000+08:00

paid respects to my late grandpa earlier this morning.
saw my baby!! :DD
had a mini "tutorial" on photography frm my uncle tday
learnt quite alot frm him, its like... wow.. wohhhh, WAAAAAHHHHH!!!

got a cam frm him to try out the different picture perspective and stuffs.

http://www.lasalle.edu.sg/cgi-bin/WebObjects/LASALLE.woa/wa/page?pid=49
cant wait.

2007-12-28T15:33:00.000+08:00

sending deb off.

wwhhhhhhhyyyyyy...........why so bui.

14 jan! tll then.., take care :D

HAR PEE, HAIR PEEEE, HEEE PEEE YAY!! :D

2007-12-25T17:18:00.000+08:00

HAIRPEEEE BIRTHDAY SHANEEEE!!!! :DDD

&merry x'mas :]]]

update soon when i gt the pics and vids.

time flies, its been a year.
wherever u are, hope u doing alright,
&.. fatter :D lol
♥

2007-12-23T22:33:00.000+08:00

im very glad tht my dad succeeded in forcing me to go out w him tday.
despite my whole luggage is in church and has only track pants and tee shirts at home.
saw and know what is kru kah [han yu pin yin, i dont know e correct spelling] tday. kru kah is actually eh, employed solider. my dad was telling me how bu pa si they can be and stuffs. its crazy. srsly. their uniform and hat is quite similar to what spore policemen wore in the past. and they got this long gun w them hanging across their chest.
okay, i manage to see two "kru-kah" cause my ah beng daddy drove into this place which only allowed residents/ authorised personnel.
dad: *in a serious tone* zhe li shi bu neng shui bian jing qu de, u see
*points to the sign board*
but.. bu kuan
then he turn into the place liao [....]
but of cause! e purpose of coming out is not to see kru kah!
lol.
get fridge, racks. then go get my luggage frm church.
leaving 2 days earlier.
then went to have our dinner!
fire steak!!
and i had more than half a dozen of oysters. *burps*
its to make up for the past 3 days.
now super happy happy shiok shiok :DD
okay not really happy. my heart is aching i hate my intuition, srsly.
aft a short heart to heart chat w my dad. [we even talked abt matters regarding my faith. lol!
okay bit weird but yea..] i kinda looked up to him :D
even though sometimes really cannot stand his temper. but.. wow,
he's always sure of what he's doing. he's confident. he's ... i dont know. he's just so strong.
i asked him whether has he regretted doing anything. e only thing was her. thts it! in his past 54 yrs. only one freaking thing.
when he asked me back, im like... er u wait. i think.
lol.
i want to be like my dad. as strong as him :D

lol, aft typing this i was reminded of tht wang zai niu nai advertisement
"herh!! wo ba ba ye hui mai gei wo de!"

..........
okay, really no link.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEREN!!!! :D
sorry, pangseh u and carmen. but i know u understand! :D
see u guys this coming tue and wed :D hahahahahahahha!

2007-12-21T23:56:00.000+08:00

okay i lied.
i just knew it. somehow, i will make my way back home. lol.
even my dad, he said that he expected it.
but this yr theolo, srsly. it makes me missed home. for the very first time.
i really wished tht aft sat's perf i can go home and dont need to go back for 3 more days.
i've never felt this tiring before.

eve's back! :DDD
but we didnt fetch her. cause she kept it to herself! plus two kukus, ron and bw.
[......]

16 dec.
9/14 ppppp & my dad came,w chocolates lol!! :D okay my choir presentation for evangelistic service.
thanks for the flowers :D

and finally, my dua tou lao ba.

okayyyyyy!! four more days!!!!!! freeeeddooommm!!
then damn, 5 more days sch reopen.

i've always dislike 'Time'.
the fact tht things will change.
even up to now, im still disliking it.
yet ironically, thts what i need now.
to move on.

it was only tday, did i realised
my church is the worst place to play hide and seek.

2007-12-02T11:25:00.000+08:00

my last entry before a 23 days hiatus.
yup i'll be going to venice for 10 days then japan for 13 days! :DDD
YAYY!!!!!!! FINALLLYYY!!!!!

myhead.

gna stay in church for the annual student theological course during tht 23 days.
will be my 3rd yr and the last for stc.

okay backtrack.
291107 555am. carmen's back frm S.A.!
went to the airport to fetch both her and the cousin.
1++ pm, went raffles to watch nra performance.
will update the pics when im back.
301107 12++AM to surprise jaei at JP
will update the pics when im back.
6+AM send zx they all off
1++PM shoppinnnggg!!! [aft dont know hw long. er cny?] w jaei.
7++PM dance prac.
8++PM surprise bday plan for jaei.
Ann's a genius. lol. srsly
will update the pics when im back.
HAPPPPPPYYYYY HUAT HUAT BIRTHDAY
TEH SU SU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDD
♥
011207 6++PM i got cheated by the taxi uncle.
7++PM o school dance recital.
Ann. she's crazy.
respect. [two lil punch on the shoulders + twist]

xie xie, xie xie wo de sheng ri.

xing lol! me & jaei.

w jamie

1++AM Enchanted. nice (:

attachment starts tmr!
& theolo.
okay some last yr theolo's pics. supppperr overdue.
i rmb i was about to wash clothes when carmen was walking arnd w her cam.
so i ask her to take one so i can show my mother i can actually wash clothes.
but er.. it seems like im just posing beside the washing machine.

same old place for the 3rd yr! :D
yes im still gna bring my bloster & blanket there.

kynton&nic's farewell during theolo.

will miss u guys
but actually, lol! i'll still be gng for dance prac & attachment. hahahahaha!

*edited

yes rach. thanks for reminding me.
hope tht i wont grow fat like the past two yrs aft coming back
but the food really too nice liao. serious. but no worries. lunch for first two wks will be maggi mee for me. damn. somemore not asam laksa.
and hopefully no constipation agn!
my mom damn kua zhang,
5 mins ago
mom: nah (handing over 2 banana to me) chi xiang jiao, zhe yang qu jiao tang jiu bu hui bian mi
me: .............
2 bananas for tonight can help prevent constipation for the 3 wks stay in church.
[....]

HAPPY BART-DAY YCP :D

2007-11-25T03:22:00.000+08:00

241107
met the bday boy under his blk. chiong up to his hse, not to cut the cake and cel but to watch soccer first [....]

the cannot-stay-still boy.

everybody, amos watching soccer [...]

when amos suddenly say: shi hui ni zhe yang tou heng da leh.

happy bday to me. thanks ping. lol

hanna, 18 alr one step nearer to your ~~tan gu gu~~ millionaire dream

when u got to entertain the abit tipsy bday boy.

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY ONCE AGN :D

2007-11-24T15:20:00.000+08:00

G800

speechless

2007-11-23T01:13:00.000+08:00

Halogen Foundation perf

2007-11-20T22:33:00.000+08:00

faded images grinning back, at me [:

2007-11-16T23:11:00.000+08:00

saw this photo posted on bok's blog:

this is like erm 3, 4 yrs ago alr.
anyway, it gives me the urge to go dig out more old photos.

e caption at tht point of time was 'bighead smallhead', but..
but, wht happen now man.

red circles: princess crowns, middle fingers, outdiao pose.
*shake head* PRINCESS CROWNS!!!

4E2 which was nicknamed 4t2 lol.

clique

ex-co

last day of sch.

okay, dance part during sec sch life. bascially, zss dance club equals to rojak dance club.
cause, we got chi dance.malay contemp dance. cheerleading. funk. hip hop. indian dance.

this was the worst, ugliest photo i had ever taken in my whole life.
jaei and i laughed damn hard when we first see this photo and we told each other si si cannot let ppl see if not no lian liao. [okay, but i edit it alr]
and my face! damn black and red. [just like my sec sch uniform] cause i act smart 2,3 days before chinese new yr eve went kayaking for dont know how many hours under the hot blazing sun.

syf'06, malay contemp.

Sports Day.
everytime nearing sports day, we will have to keep tearing the..the.. .. okay i forget the name. its just those strings to make pom pom. cause sch budget! [we even have to wear our cca shirt and SCH SKIRT for cheerleading ] during lesson we tear, at home watch tv tear. on the day of perf itself, we still haven finish tearing. da bai ah ni kuan one.
e one holding the red pom pom is me. the one in the air is jaei.
our pom pom will nvr look like jacq's or june's. theirs sui sui. all those shreds like wow, same width, same length. srsly, me and jaei dont have the patience.
see my legs!!! so skinny! now like ter kah [pig's leg]

wo men shi ma lai po part 1
[ching,mya,siti,jaei,me]

wo men shi ma lai po part 2.

musical [sec2]

countdown to 2006 at boonlay. some cheerleading cum dancing thing.

some singing comp, npcc

during nightwalk, pulled him over, take photo and er, confuse him so tht he wont be able to find his grp. lol.
tht night was a tekan night. lololol!

prom

conclusion:
my face really grow bigger! damn.
&,
i miss zhenghua.
♥

no amt of rainbow sprinkles,
no amt

and i...

2007-11-14T17:57:00.000+08:00

fell down.

aft dont know how many yrs nvr fall down liao and laughing at ppl who fell down esp ppl like big head jaei [the rolling episode aft falling down which made me laugh for dont know how many streets.]
tday's my turn.
[yes jj, finally deng dao zhe yi tian. only tht u guys were not arnd to laugh at me.]
its not like i drag my feet or what. i picked it up. one step one step. supppppppperrrrrr xiao xin!
but when i land,
kah boom!!!
everything happened like within half a sec. super fast. i was so stunned.
and erm.., traumatized. was at e stairs! damn!
okay okay, was super traumatized. then i hum ji all the way to sch & frm sch to home.
thank God, i brought my big nike bag w lots of stuffs inside and carry it like a sling bag instead of the usual way; at the side. and my butt landed nicely on it.lol. w/o the bag, i cant imagine what will happen to my butt.
damn. why ah ni kuan, suay to the max.
i really hum ji qu okay.

tday's the Halogen Foundation perf.
wil upload the pics nxt time [:

Jay's 我不配 mv. no good, 19/01 his concert, but i got funka. 18/01 also got. but no tix. whhhhaaattttttt...

Game Plan

2007-11-05T12:10:00.000+08:00

im in the midst of tutorial right now.
no internet connection since fri. its hell. worst than no tv.
so, erm..i've concluded tht im no longer a tv addict :D
lol!
frm tday onwards i still got to wait for four to nine working days.
they better make it four.
oh yey! singtel's having new promo!
free ipod touch!
huat liao! :D
but, i've got a bro ...... which means,
S,
H,
A,
R,
E,
share.
just like computer. one day me, one day him.
if not sure quarrel then i will shout till sore throat then he will shout till his veins explode.

sat: sorry guys, late for arnd ten mins. din manage to catch it 'live'.
within ten mins of e taxi ride to bishan park, the uncle made arnd 4 u-turns [.....]
aft tht went bakerzin to have my first meal of the day!!! :D
the clams is the best i ever had. serious.
suuupppppperrr ubbberrr duupperrrrr fresh!!!! :DDDDDD
caught 'Game Plan'
a must watch. dont believe the rating on the mag. bullshiittttt.
u will cry till u shit. laugh till u pee.

:D

2007-10-31T00:30:00.000+08:00

was standing about 8-10 steps away from them.

see the baby!! damnnnnnnnnnnn cuteeeeee
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

every thurs, 4 to 6pm is just a waste of time

she: the word limit for this written report is _____ (i forgot the limit),
okay, so where the words come frm?

everyone: [paused for half a sec]

then someone suddenly shouted: DICTIONARY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

everyone: AHAHAHHAHAHAHAH
AHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
HAHAHAHAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
srsly BAO XIAO! then she stood in the middle keep quiet.

really waste time. MEL is even better.
shld change to e-learning all go mel.

typical chifamily: nxt time then come and visit you agn (:
to put it bluntly, the nxt time refers to funeral / when im free and got srsly nth to do.
sad to say, my family belongs to the typical chifamily cat.
aft all those attachment, i must say im really amazed; by the malays.
everyday sure come visit the patient in one big grp. [most of them] chi always wait until
the doc says: kuai yao bu xing liao then all come.
&when the patient shit/urine,
its always the chi who will say: ah hu shi ahh, ke yi lai help mah? paiseh ah. hahaha..*covering their nose*
the malays, nvr. they always do it on their own.
[okay, at least frm the first posting till now, i've nvr meet any.]
alot nvr thought before tht if they were the ones who help change the diapers,
the patient might feel more comfortable rather than strangers doing it for them.
*shake head*

srsly cant wait for theolo. 1 more month + :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEN LIHUA! :D

2007-10-27T21:18:00.000+08:00

26OCT07

the npcc kias :D

thanks ah lihua, for your 'cake' it went to the wrong place.
not my mouth, but my hair, face,watch & arm. thank youssss

went to ling's hse to wait for 6/14ppppp and shun bian wash up.
played w her dog, Noi noi. [she srsly look like a cotton ball]
its been like almost one yr since i played so crazily w a dog.

she niao niao-ing

went mac
DO
-personality test:me,jaei,peg,jj & ron got split personalities.
xing & bw normal.
-IQ test: all low iq.except me, peg and ron.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

once again :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUANGGUANG!

2007-10-22T23:55:00.000+08:00

ron's taupok session vid: http://xingxiao.multiply.com/video/item/19
my surprise [present] vid:http://xingxiao.multiply.com/video/item/20/Nicoles_surprise
its crazy okay!!!!! thanks for the new old brand polaroid cam! damnit!! i love it okkkkkkaaayy :DDDDDDD
was super shocked, yey, got tears forming in my eyes. but! nvr cry.

e bday dino

his bday present.

eighteenth

2007-10-21T20:54:00.000+08:00

*updated
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUI YUN! ZHIYANG! & MYSELF! :D
[e three of us were born on e same year, same month, same date. lol]
eighteen yrs old alr. damnit. can go jail liaoooo.
BIG THANK YOUSSSS to those who help me celebrate, wish me happy bday [those calls&smses], give me presents, those surprises. everything man! :DDDDDDDDD
seriyouurrissllyy..
THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FRIEDAY
celebrate at newton food court w sec sch clique plus zx.

amos, sorry. i dont have your photo.

student councilors time. We, the citizens of ... . ......

♥

the three shorties of the grp.

damn qiao! the three white short kias

i dont know why my face like tht.

my "cake"! :D

two years before, [s.c times.]

two years later,

SATURDAY

7ppppp kias came to my hse to surprise me at my hse. thanks to jaei's acting, i got really scare by tht solid knock okay. but when my bro say: jie jie, ni de peng you zai wai mian.........i,
okay okay, i was still surprised! thanks! :D
all just come in, forget take vid and all so end up, they re enact everything! but this time round, frm my room. peg hid behind e door., ron,david&weijie hid behind my bed.jj took e bakerzin's plastic bag to cover his head. jaei, e cam woman. alex, took e cake.
for me, act as if i dont know anything. but i cant. i kept laughing.
here's e vid.

huat ah! yong yuan ten yrs old! :DDDDD

caught "Superbad", its funny!!! but, -.- the storyline srsly sucks. serious.

the happy hakka nins.

e toilet at starbucks. [jaei: woah!!! one yr supply ah?!]

SUNDAY

to sec sch clique: i wore this shirt for the whole day! :D

met ron & bw to have dinner. bpp too lousy end up, sudden decision; go heeren eat wanton noodles. then meet up peg & jj aft their work. erm, yey we wear damn song. like this: [no armani exchange, but arm hang for us. okay, not funny.]

went plaza mac to meet jaei to have supper. end up, met teckseng and gang. so shun bian cel my bday tgether w zhiyang [:

e "formal" shot [jinyou: like bai zhu zhong man!, teckseng: hahahahah!! hao mah, nxt time cai you zhao pian gua zai lorry tou! evrybody: *laugh like shit*]

e "informal" shot [chenghao: xiao loh! teckseng: wo men zhuo wo men yi qiang de informal! *shows a tweeze* mei ge ren right hand!!!]

thanks ah baowen for your present. and u got your "revenge" -.-

once agn,

THANK YOUSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!

♥

2007-10-16T02:14:00.000+08:00

FRIESDAY [121007]
back from chalet.

[update nxt time]

SATURDAY [131007]
:D

i struck lottery ://////
just like tday! ah no! shld be long time ago,
but i realized it only until tday.
lakshimi, lets go jump into the river tgether :D

SUNDAY [141007]
BUFFET! :D

the chawanmushi tht looks so mutated [e colour] but,

taste damn good!!

hello sch, bye hols ;/

2007-10-15T07:32:00.000+08:00

im so excited that tday's the first day of school tht i woke up so early to type this bo liao entry. NOT.

e last time i was so excited for sch was sec1,2,3,4
e last time i cried like shit because i wasnt allowed to go to sch for 2 wks was in sec 3
now i hope someone would give me 2wks of mc so the very much!
then huat liao!!!! *lao yu sheng!*

2007-10-09T19:26:00.000+08:00

yey baby! chalet!!!!!
[wedtofri]

BTG

2007-10-09T04:14:00.000+08:00

FINAAAALLLLLYY OVER! :D

so freaaaakkkiiiiiiinnnnggg relieved! its my first time doing lyrical and i almost committed suicide.but im glad i do it. [yey, thought of giving up.]cause! my split improved!!!!!!! :D

okay, next. for char siew bao, my partner.

FOR YOU! :D

xiao yi ge! ;] hahahahahaha! okay, i know im an ass, asking u to smile at your own [edited]photo. u will probably give a "-.- whhhaaattttttttttt...." now.

u are really strong okay. u can lift a fei po up man! BOOMBAHYEAHHH!!!! :D

anyway, thanks for practicing w me, for letting me knock onto your chin, lending me your shoulder for the jumps, for straining your hands, for making sure i dont fall.

THANKS! :D

thank you

2007-10-07T15:30:00.000+08:00

/[fy]

nicold

2007-10-05T00:27:00.000+08:00

[tday aft btg prac]
thanks to ronnie who ask "ni men de leg hui pop mah?"
then me, jaei, bw and alex all started trying.
then tadah!!!!!!!!!!!!!
new talent found! *proud face*
my "HAHA" XIAO TUI!!! :DDDDD

this is not a random post.
its to let u guys know that im really v talented :D

AirLEX

2007-10-04T04:23:00.000+08:00

the reason,

as to why e monkey picture is on the birthday cake. hahahaha!

steamboat :D

[:

2007-10-02T23:55:00.000+08:00

tday! first time touched a snake, stingrays and fed em. :D
e skin of the snake really no cool feeling, bei pian liao. but i also don't know i got pian by who.
erm overall, lol! tday laughed at quite a no. of ppl and and and!!! one really really very huge blue fish. hahahaha!

:D

one thousand photos.

2007-10-01T15:48:00.000+08:00

SENTOSA/

STAYOVER/

AMK HUB/

MID AUTUMN FEST/

okay, finally.
one thousand pics up :D

ytd was the worst. rot in front of the tv from 4pm till 11 plus then fell asleep.
woke up thanks to jaei then rot in front of the com.
i dont have easily-feel-bored disease like quack kiong. but ytd!
was reallyyyyyyyyy boring. to the max.
worms and maggots crawling alllllllllllllllll over.

Vienna

2007-09-28T02:12:00.000+08:00

for buffet :D

my papa. hahahha!! his fore head v 'liang' can fight w jaei's

this is the stupid disgusting "pregnant fish" i ate unknowingly.
my father say, hao chi hao chi.
so i chi. end up, got this really weird powdery feeling like eating green beans! :/
i thought my bro was joking abt "pregnant fish" just because it got a big stomach. but he opened up and let me see what's inside.
i nearly died. my hair immediately stood up.
xing & peg, both of u sure die on the spot.
millions of small lil circles (which's the eggs) were inside.
yup, the yellowish thing is the EGGGGGGSSSSSSSS.
damnit, i cant believe i chew those things..... :///////

i really dont like mint.
but but but this drink (mint plus lemon) is really different. v nice!! :D

:D

2007-09-26T02:17:00.000+08:00

22nd Sep
aft perf at AMKhub.
went to xing's hse for stayover :D
-saw III.
-perf vid.
taking photos w the cam connected to the tv is really really fun. lol!

milo! :D

23rd Sep
xing's mom cooked Xinghua (her dialect) mee for us. nice!
-Die hard 4.0
-perf at amk hub, last day

25th Sep, mid autumn fest
-The reaping.
-candles, sparkles, bubbles

while waiting for xing.. hahaha! (tht black black thing is an ant, huge ant)

bw, e boy who kept playing w fire tday.

'll upload the rest of the pics nxt time :]

Suntec finals and perf at Yishun

2007-09-26T01:31:00.000+08:00

Perf at Yishun

saw Anna there.

Suntec Finals

Dj Ken

Ann

8 Steps.

w two monkeys.

lousy boy

ppppp w Ann, Ore & Fd

Thanks for the candies! :D

ALL :D

w Ann.

say what?

2007-09-22T23:28:00.000+08:00

ATTACHMENT IS FINALLY OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDD
specialised care attachment was fun (minus lim part), a whole new exp, taking care of mental patients and kids.
i miss christopher, yun yi & dennis! now just got to wait patiently for their moms to send me their photos :D
they suuuuuuuppppperrr cute esp when they say "gd night jie jie", "bye bye jie jie", or even a lil smile (: will seriously make your day.
tday's performance was a disaster.
tmr will be better, must be better (:

25/AUG/07 [third heats]

2007-09-12T03:50:00.000+08:00

*updated
i miss IMH. lots lots lots.
8 more days to go! & hello! to hols :D

the day when all of us were so so so happy :DDD

just woke up, tried my best to open my eyes liaoooo.

aft results.

ppppp w ann.

no, i dont have fat face. please.

say mcdonalds!

THANKS! :D

jj's new shoe.

thanks for the flowers! :DDDD

like what jaei had said, the best combi!!! :D

♥

Happy birthday!!! Alex You Tay Hong Ming

2007-08-25T00:58:00.000+08:00

surprise alex aft his paper in the morning. got one guy damn outdiao. wait till i upload e vid. LOL! steamboat at jaei's hse at night.
update nxt time (:

arnd 16 hours to
lizards,cockroaches,worms,beetles,houseflies,
mosquitoes,ants,termites-in-stomach day.
*stomach gu ru gu ru*

all the best everyone! :D
and to us, Posh Bites
MAAaacccc-wwinnggss aahhhh!!!!!
*start doing the retarded move*

trust,

2007-08-24T10:09:00.000+08:00

5 letters word. yet so damn impt. u're e only one who can makes me feel tht this world really sucks
love/hate every slit is for you.

2007-08-23T01:13:00.000+08:00

first time drawing nicold stickman w helmet. lol! looks
like e LEGO toy figurine.
yah, ns4 killed me. okay, not only me. alot others as well.
cus our lecturer too niaoooo (stingy)

TURKISH DELIGHT!!!!!!
hoonie!! find this familiar?!! AHAHAHAHAAH!!!
yah, i went to australia and got it back within tday.

okay, if u've forgotten, its e one we had at
Mr Shamsul's hse. and all our eyes went !!!!!!!

then when he said tht he didnt bought it in spore
& dont think it's in the market.
we went :'( :@ :( :/
okayokay,
found it at Tangs! :D

2more days to
lizards,cockroaches,worms,beetles,houseflies,
mosquitoes,ants,termites-in-stomach day

random

2007-08-21T11:41:00.000+08:00

Uzumaki's bubble milk tea icecream w pearls
e pearls! damn special!!!!
i was laughing and quite shocked when i took e first bite. was amazed. lol.

a wk ago, aft my dance prac. i took my hp out.
thts when i found out that
my spongebob became spongebox.

...

2007-08-20T05:02:00.000+08:00

2007-08-17T00:29:00.000+08:00

im screwed.

Why Is Teeth Grinding Harmful?
In some cases, chronic teeth grinding can result in a fracturing, loosening, or loss of teeth. The chronic grinding may wear their teeth down to stumps. When these events happen, bridges, crowns, root canals, implants, partial dentures, and even complete dentures may be needed.
Not only can severe grinding damage teeth and result in tooth loss, it can also affect your jaws, result in hearing loss, cause or worsen TMD/TMJ, and even change the appearance of your face.

I NEED TO GET A MOUTH GUARD IMMEDIATELY!
imagine seeing me 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10 yrs down e road w

okay i exaggerated.

unprepared. totally
its crazzzzaaeeee!!!
go poshbites!! ..........
......... heart achingsuper disappointedu'remymomyeticanteven
countonutohelpmeigaveup icantevenbebotheredtotalkback
saywhateveruwantaslongasu'rehappyboutit.
qiu ren bu ru qiu ji.
i really like Chinese idioms.
few words, but the meaning behind it gao gao.

8 STEPS

2007-08-11T03:20:00.000+08:00

*updated
GO! 8 STEPS!!!!!!!!!! :D

me and 8steps

hippo & duck tour / me & peg

with 8 STEPS
botak

mr oreo

w char siew BAO / & mr take-photo-also-want-to-eat.

weijie, e shake your booty guy. /sophan

alexIS / i jia tao man qu. dont know what happen to ronnie.

SUSHI

mingli & xiaoting

look at jiajun's face! ahahahha!!!!

MAC..............

WINGGGSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

POSH BITES.

freshies & 8 steps.

security wannabe.

AHAHAHAHAHA!!

went to catch "Secrets".
nice! (:
i thought the best part was Jay playing the piano. really liked tht.
ahahah!

before going into the cinema,

here comes peggy! trying to snatch away e candy frm me

then along comes jaei :@

yay! im calling xing. lol!

suck it in/flaring nostrils.

butter fact. & char siew BAO's bday

2007-08-10T01:39:00.000+08:00

*updated
the performance vid for "GIRLFRIEND"
http://xingxiao.multiply.com/video/item/8/Girlfriend

ytd:
-went butter factory to help & support the freshies.
-first time going to a club. and realise, clubbing is really boring but yet quite entertaining. seeing ppl dancing retardedly. lol! esp the uncle w two glasses of alcohol. haha!!!!

-bak kut teh aft years! :D
-rush hour 4 THREE aft tht. [nice!]

everybody! :D

tday:
-surprise birthday cel for char siew BAO(wen)!
happy birthday to baowen & sophan, e two happy nationalbirthday kias.

char siew BAO!!!

sophan & steffi

baowen's so called present, towels!! and his "real" present. mp3!

our mo qi gao gao on tht day man. everything same. yes literally EVERYTHING. lol!

hey yo baowen!!!

before&after.

was watching e last few mins of the chi version of harry potter on channel U. e castle looks damn funny compared to the original one. AHAAHAHA!! even though this movie damn lame but they mentioned sth suuuuppppeerrrr meaningful. makes me go wooooooooooowwwwwwwwwwww!!!! O.O

the wizard: what do u wish for?
the director: to be a happy man for the rest of my life! :D
the wizard: then do u want any unhappy events to happen in your life?
the director: no! i want to be happy!
the wizard: if there's totally no unhappy events in your life then how to reflect your happiness??

me: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *eyes pop out!* O.O

Avril Lavigne: Girlfriend (Geeks)

2007-08-08T03:28:00.000+08:00

everyone.

e geeks, guys, hotties.

THE GEEKS

*points at timo and laugh* HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!

hey yo freckies!

i look super geeky over here. lol!

THE FIVE GEEKS.

me and the merlion. haha!

baowen's early bday cel.

2007-08-06T03:46:00.000+08:00

baowen, candid!

w his baby sister

all of us.

ronnie totally song diao.

wei jie trying to use his "wand" to upsize my nose, baowen trying to upsize my helmet. i used my wand to take this shot! :D

we jumped umpteen times to get this two almost-to-perfect shots

e magic wand w hot dogs.

AHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lil miss fun & lil miss splendid. this is pure coincidence man.

huat ah!! ahahah! baowen's dad is really good in cooking pork chop man!
it ended up tasting like chicken and i ate it w/o realising its porkuuu!!! -.-

ahha! e effect like in zoo. lol! see the dogs behind!?

beautiful!!!!!!!

\

Gethsemane, how can I forget?

2007-08-05T04:05:00.000+08:00

but i did forget esp from mon to fri & sundays.
when it comes to Holy Communion only then will i rmb; God died for us.
and dying for the sake of others is really a BIG deal.
i understand tht i've long placed dance above lots of stuffs.
this is freaking wrong man.

it had been monthsssssss since i went for choir prac.
now i had problems differentiating do[1] and ti[7]
i sang ti when its supposed to be do. and vice versa. -.-
i also dont know why.

during prac for one of the chinese hymns.
me: hey, i can imagine all of us wearing the same colour uniform standing at the stand at marina bay and presenting it during ndp swaying right to left, left to right.
keren & me: *laughed*

another chinese hymn,
me: i can imagine it again!!
keren: ahhaha!!! eh *paused* nono, sounds like Lion King!
when it comes to the chorus,
me: *nods head vigourously, and laughed*
prefer eng hymns, nicer and more touching.

KE-REN lai, kan papa & NI hen COLD

the cherry-flavoured chocolate nic bought back fmr Canada.
DAAAMMMNN nice!!!!! :DDD hahahah!! heh! heh! hohoho!

as i was flipping through my photo albums in my computer.
i saw this picture which i took for jaei & zx, & the one for my uncle.
i've decided (: [finally!!!!!!!!, aft 2 years. ass. lol!]
aft grad, go for my interests! i dont want to be a nurse all my life from a xiao jie become an old auntie, doing the same routine everyday starting frm taking report. this kind of so-called "time-table" lifestyle is not for me. okay, maybe some happening stuffs sometimes. but it still sucks.
i cannot be a hum ji kia anymore!!! im eighteen this yr!!
*nicold stands up, wind blowing towards her*

Purple light!!!

2007-08-04T02:53:00.000+08:00

in the valley, this is where I want to be.
with the trees and companions. (i think so? ahhaha)
with my CIs, my buddies and me, e e!!!!!
(I miss the dikit barak version man!)

YAY!!!! i bumped into them aft having supper w ppppp at mac.
i really missed them like SIAO!!!!!!! been dont know how many kuku months since i last saw them. damnit, when can all of us be free and go for our kayaking trip.
fad, faiz, aut and e suppppperrr happy me. hahaha!!

was actually kinda pissed a min ago before bumping into them cause someone's out to make our lives miserable. asshhhhoooolllllleeeeeeeeeeee.
but seeing them really makes me grin from ear to ear. ahhahahahahaha!!
im feeling gay!!!!! hahahahahahahaha!!!!

2/08,Nra general meeting.

the song dao bu xing de xing.

the kan dao lollipop jiu high de nicold

the happy lil innocent kiddy,ah peggy oei!

the self proclaimed Da Mei Nu de jaei.

Geeks = Fun. lol!!! it was the correct choice to be the Geeks man. lol! otherwise i think i would have had a hard time man. this is the first time i dont have much problem in acting. ahhaha!! but sometimes will still bao xiao. LOLOLOLOL!!!! on tht performance day, i WILL take many many many photos man. ahahahahahah!!!

the utli big big big BAO. approximately as big as my face haha!

31st July (pictures)

2007-08-02T01:50:00.000+08:00

4/6 Diggas.

w haiyo kia, ter.

we were moving backwards while posing. lol!

helium makes people go wild.

2007-08-01T02:32:00.000+08:00

28/07
went to watch Alone
i like the twist man!
but i was covering my eyes and ears for erm, almost half of the entire movie.

30/07
boring day.

31/07

performance day. some shit happens.

had supper at bpp mac. DAMNNNN FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! jaei,ronnie,jiajun & baowen started taking in Helium frm the balloons. all of them talked damn weird aft tht. HAHAHAHAHA!!!! esp ronnie!!!! wah lau!! LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL!!!!!!! took lots of vids. laughed like mad in macs. then the four of them started stuffing the deflated balloons into their fist.

okay, this was drawn by me wks ago. showed them. everyone gave those *raise eyebrow* what is this man expression. only ronnie.

ronnie: huh? really got this flavour ah?

everyone: *laugh!!!!!!*

okay, will post the pictures taken tday the nxt time.

hip hip horray!!!!!! :D

2007-07-28T03:54:00.000+08:00

hip hip horray!!! x infinite!!!!
okay, hippo & duck got through this. lol!
but damnit. w conditions attached:
-full attendance unless there's mc.
-& to achieve a gpa of 2.8
which is a must. or not, banned frm dance classes for one whole sem. which's... ....okay. i cant imagine.
but we deserved all these. who ask us to skip class, so now got to face the music.
okay, jaei & nic gna be e new model students in Nra yea? lol.
went to Xing's blog. LOLOLOLOLOLOL!!!!
this is how all of us in PPPPP looked like during danzation period! ahhahaa!!
Diggas.

Ah-crew

i thought the girls look okay. but.. e guys. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!
david looks like he tio sun burn but yet still looks like those happy poor lil japanese kid wearing torn clothes running arnd in those typical gu zhuang xi.
ronnie, looks upsized in this pic w outdiao hair.
shane looks like those guy in jap anime esp w tht hair of his!
wei jie!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! CHAO TA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TOTALLY!!!!!!!!! :X
okay sorry. hahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!
disappointed agn.if she's my mother then i wont give a damn abt it. but hell no. she's not. w her arnd, i cant talk to u. look into my eyes intently, listen to my tone carefully. i dont like it. period

2007-07-24T22:48:00.000+08:00

caught Disturbia on last sat w ppppp.
i like e storyline! but i was totally freaked out by tht murderer.
at tht point of time i was thinking i'd rather watch horror movie man which i strongly
believe that it would be less freaky.

finally for e first time of my whole 17 ++ years! i had sesame glutinous rice ball!
too hungry to reject it.
and ... e conclusion is ... its nice man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! whats up w me for
rejecting it for dont know how many donkey years! :@
damnit. its nicer than peanut flavour man.

weijie's bday. overdue photos.
e happy lil boy.

webcam-ing w Eve <3>

go kaili.
go mushroom head.
go ah lili.
go helmet head.
go nicole.
go ai dong gua.
go kai.
go curry.
go nicold.
go fan shu.
go ah li.
go wu po.
go shorty.
go nic.
go wee wee.
go kuai ke li.
go Huang Kaili! :D

traumatized.

2007-07-18T02:39:00.000+08:00

if im given me a wish now, a wish tht WILL come true.
i will wish for all lizards & chameleon to go extinct NOW!
freak man!
i wanted to go get my supper which's on the dining table.
that's when i saw a disgusting lizard running away frm my supper.
there goes my egg & honey water!!! :'( :@
im living in fear everyday in my current house once its past 1am.
its infested with lizardssssss. damnit, i miss 604.
my mom helped to kill one not long ago. now, i saw 3 more.
we shld opt for massive killing instead and not 1 by 1. ugh!

get out of this circle; now.

2007-07-18T01:26:00.000+08:00

Yeah, you know what's funny?
Seems everytime i try to forget about you
My feelings pull you back in
You know cause i got somebody else
And you got somebody else
But you and i both know what it really is
But still, you know what i'm saying B

Ran across a picture you took of me and it got me thinkikng
Bout how we used to be, it was just you and me
Still hear you say you love me, put no one else above me
But that was back then, now you're just a memory.

If i didnt go away to school then where would we be?
Probably still together and somewhere happy
If im supposed to be moved on, in a new relationship strong
Then why are you still haunting me?

They say if you love something let it go
And if it comes back then that's how you know
I got to the stop light then i made four rights
Now im back where im started and you're back in my life

The further i go the closer i get back to you
I say i moved on till im reminded of you
Can somebody help me?
Help me get out of this circle, out of this circle.

I drove past your house the other day
I didnt even mean to, i went the wrong way
I aint seen your mama in a while
When she looked at me she smiled
And asked me if im doing okay
Took everything i had not to bring up your name
And wonder if you came home for the holidays, yeah
She asked if i could stay awhile
cause you had come in town
And you were just five minutes away

Now everybody that's listening to this
If you got that person that makes you wonder what if
Let me hear you say yeah, say yeah
Say yeah, oh yeah
If you understand how i feel
Then grab that person, gotta let them know what's real
Let me hear you say yeah, yeah, yeah hey.

Chin Wai Kiat's 19TH birthday.

2007-07-15T21:04:00.000+08:00

count your blessings. you'd be happier.

13/07
for this ah-lian watcher's bday,
we had a long list of different plans, all e way frm A to Z man!! (okay, i exaggerated :X lol)
e finalized one was to go his hse and ambushed him. we reached at 12am, but tht kuku reach home at 1 plus -.-

while waiting for him to reach home we "ransacked" his study room. haha!

promoting, embracing, eating Grilled Chicken Foldover.

while hiding in his parents' room. we were trying our best to keep quiet until,
david: ultraman!!!

all of us burst out into laughter. like seriously, BURST!!!
laughed damn hard!! machiam training my (eve:)"apes" [abs]
aiyah, but at e last min, e plan backfired. all because of tht birthday boy!! who decided to shit using e toilet in his parents' room!!
he was supposed to go to his room first! then alex will grabbed his leg then all chiong to his room.
:@
all of us who were waiting for alex's signal, chua sai when he opened e master bed room's door.
but heh! wei jie!! touched aye? we printed your favourite "ah lians" photos & appearing in your house & not in msn :X lol!! i know tht u cried! mai gei gei!!

david & his star trek.

then he & Mr Pringles. lol!

boyband!! hahaha!

it was only tday then i realised Rcrew wow, not bad ah?

weijie & jj, washing face halfway. with their facial foam. not scary -.-

14/07
continuation of weijie's bday. went to watch harry potter. its nice aye.
alot of ppl gave bad comments on tht show but i thought otherwise. lol.
before e movie, we tried throwing darts for e first time.
&!!! its fun!!!!!! hahahahha!!!!
zixiang & ron 1 team. me & jaei 1 team.
w me, e luck gao gao one. & jaei who got e skill.
we won (surprisingly) LOLOLOLOL!!!!!!
we still left w 3 "life" luh. lol!!!!

aft the show, we walked all the way frm orchard to clarke quay -.-
midnight mini expedition. lol!

this mirror isn't big enough for the two of us.

Anyway

2007-07-14T17:28:00.001+08:00

[saw this at weijie's hse. really love it, esp e last para]

People are often unreasonable,
Illogical and self-centered,
Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind,
People may accuse you.
Of selfish, ulterior motives;
Be kind anyway.

If you are successful,
You will win some false friends and
Some true enemies;
Succeed anyway.

If you are honest and frank,
People may cheat you;
Be honest and frank anyway.

What you spend years building,
Someone could destroy overnight,
Build anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness,
They may be jealous;
Be happy anyway.

Give the world the best you have,
And it may never be enough;
Give the word the best
you've got anyway.

You see, in the final analysis,
It is between you and God;
It is never between
you and them anyway.

[WOW!]

was freaking bored that i went to read my past entries.
damnit. i realised im an emo kia last time. eeeeeeee...
but im glad tht i've changed :D
take a step back, take a deep breathe & smile. hahahaha!!!!!
harry pottering ltr! :D

itsjustlike,

2007-07-13T15:13:00.001+08:00

taking panadols w coke.

不能说的秘密

2007-07-12T22:59:00.000+08:00

Fang Wen Shan's really brilliant.

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见

最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐
回忆的画面
在荡著秋千梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
又何必去改变已错过的时间
你用你的指尖阻止我说再见
想像你在身边才完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现
这幸福的碎片
要我怎麼捡

2007-07-12T00:49:00.000+08:00

♥ PPPPP

2007-07-11T00:13:00.000+08:00

TRIPLE YAY!!!!!!!!
INFINITE YAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDD
Eve called!!!!!
was totally surprised.
ended up PPPPP had mass conference.er.. except alex. sorry!!!

♥ make e night as bright as day.

6TH july

2007-07-09T17:14:00.001+08:00

two wks of attachment is finally over! :D
okay, aft this attachment at kkh. i seriously thought tht nursing is quite a happening job. lol
during this attachment, i touched the placenta & saw an aborted fetus. like.. wow. lol

this baby girl's hair cute aye?

aft feeding e baby (below), changed his diapers, and he did e same old stuff agn. luckily this time round, i wasnt standing right in front of him.

see the mouth! lol!

2007-07-08T17:32:00.000+08:00

♥DIGGAS'S

switched roles. now its e girls' turn to wait for e guys while they do their shopping.

erm but for toilet wise. lol!!!!!!! they waited for us.erm cause... heh.

aft all those shopping, chilling session at starbucks.
(update e pics nxt time)
on our way back...

jia jun: why those workers in reggae 'position'.
all turned to look (e pic below)

immediately burst out into laughter. lol!!! thought of david. hahahhahahaa!!!

erm, lol!!!

donut w rainbow sprinkles!!!!!!! chiong ah!!

erm, in church. lol! my retarded uncle.

male species (....)

2007-07-03T23:47:00.000+08:00

ytd was my first day at the nursery. tht was when i realised i was kinda scared of babies.
when i saw how ms lee held e baby's head i was closed to tears man. its scary!
they are so SO SO tiny.
i'd rather see & do wound dressing for 10 pressure ulcers than handling babies.
(okay, thts what i thot at tht point of time)
tday was the second day. & im loving it!!!
i want to stay in the nursery for this whole wk man!
this 2 babies seriously caught my attention.

this baby was blowing bubbles, it reminded me of myself. lol!
my dad told me when i was still in the nursery,
whenever they came to see me, i will be blowing bubbles. lol!

this baby!! *points to e pic below*

aft cleaning his butt, he was still crying. so i thought he was feeling cold &
fear tht he might catch a cold, so i decided to button his shirt first before
putting on a new diaper for him. just then, my en came over and say:
en: for male babies, must put on diapers first.
me; *looking at my en* : orh, okay.
en: ahh!!!!! *points at the baby*
i looked over. the baby was urinating! and for males.. they shoot k!
heng my en reacted fast enough, she took e cloth and covered e lower
part of the baby's body.i stood there stoned & shocked.
turned to look outside at lakshimi. she's laughing like crazy.
she saw everything.
-_-
okay, i freaking lucky can!!!!!! or i would have went home w
urine on my uniform! (...........)

clouds are really an amazing & pretty creation.
e day before ytd. i saw a spiral staircase look- alike clouds in the dark blue, purplish sky.
at the end of e "staircase" e moon was there.
it was damn prettyyyyyy!!!!! i wanted to capture it down. but all i could see thru
frm my hp cam was the moon only. (.....)
i want a pro cam man! kuku.

this BIGGGAAA WIDE SMILE is for all PPPPP ppl!!!!
(esp to peg & eve & those who are sad/ need motivation but i dont know de)
nice aye? cos im the one who drew it!!! :X
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*blushes*

damn, this's e first time my mom bought 2 farmhouse fresh milk in one go. but, yumi aint here.

Performance + Happy 18th Birthday XIAO PANG!!! :X

2007-07-02T01:25:00.000+08:00

29th june
Eve!! we got video down e whole performance for you. no worries! :D

ppppp -1 w ann.

aft perf. went town to catch 'Transformers'
initially i thot its gna be sucky. but, WAH LAU!!!
DOPE SHIT!!!!!! LOLOLOLOL!!!!
erm, but e 1st hour, i fell asleep for arnd 15 mins. heng i woke up in time!
its seriously freaking NICE!!!!!!!!!!!! its way better than spiderman 3.
kns, end up 5 plus in e morning then reach home.
diggas can change name to eye bags. ah-crew can change to dark rings.
tgether! = panda!
hahahahahaah!!!

okay, 30th June, went to marina to have steamboat to celebrate Boon's bday! :D

this guy, i still cant believe he was my childhood playmate once. hahaha!!!

e first person who did this to me, spreading ice cream on my arms. keep yourself away from alcohol!!! :@

he initially wanted to beg for money enough to get a fish burger before joining us at mac. lol!

the black skinny gang w/o tommy.

the cute hospital.

2007-06-26T23:04:00.000+08:00

KKH.
the only hosp w TVs putting kids central & cartoon network as their standard channel(i guess). hahaha! thts a good thing! hahaha!!
there's cartoons everywhere! haha!!
even e x-ray machine.there's this patrick star plushie wearing spore airlines jumper suite hanging there. got naruto, winnie e pooh & family, walt disney's princesses stickers pasting all over the machine. hahahaha!!
&& its
the perfect place for slackers man, its too perfect till i find it damn boring.
i keep finding things to do till i go arnd finding patients to chat. erm shun bian can sit down. ahhaha!!!
i just hoped tht for e nxt 3 days she will stay there so tht i can do bladder washout every hour frm signing in till signing out; 8 hours. (......)

i was walking arnd the ward reading e bulletins.
then i found this!!! really useful!

it states what u shld eat when experiencing.. (the common ones)
headaches: Fish (protein)
insomnia: honey
asthma: onions (red)
upset stomach: bananas, ginger
bladder infections: cranberry juice
bones problems: pineapple
diarrhea: apples
PMS: cornflakes. (HAHAHHA!!!) helps to reduce depression, anxiety & fatigue
memory problems: oysters
cough: red pepper
ulcers: cabbage
high blood pressure: olive oil, celery.
blood sugar imbalance: broccoli, peanuts.
then continue walking arnd. saw what was written on this card:

Nothing wastes more time than worrying.
The longer a problem is carried, the heavier it gets.
Don't take things too seriously,
live a life of serenity, not a life of regrets.
Remember a little love goes a long way.
Remember that a lot goes forever.
Remember that friendship is a wise investment.
Life's treasures are people ........ together.

i really like this sentence
"Nothing wastes more time than worrying.
The longer a problem is carried,
the heavier it gets."

it reminded me of what xiao zhu said in Entertainment 100%
he said "actually all is in the mind.happy or sad u choose."

true,no matter what happens. ultimately, u are the one who choose
to be either sad or happy.
sad or happy, what ever tht had happened, happens. cant reverse.
so might as well be happy.

okay, im so so so happy to go for attachment everyday for 2 weeks :DDDDDDDD

Virtuoso XIV

2007-06-24T02:34:00.000+08:00

it turned out surprisingly nice. haha!!
enjoyed most of the pieces esp Antonio Vivaldi's Four Seasons.
its brilliant!!!
as i was listening to the 4 pieces, erm, one of em reminded me of Shane!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! :x

Annabel!

Timothy. (the camera doesnt like u!)

Frans e busy man.

Aft e whole thingy, headed back to plaza mac to meet up PPPPP
erm on the way.
we were really bored.
start tooking pics of ourselves.
but.. got sick of it.
so...
me: wah lau, xian zai pai she me?!
jaei: *looks arnd*
*suddenly spotted e uncle who's beside us sitting down*
me: wo dong le! pai wo men pointing tht uncle's head
(okay, actually being bald isnt funny at all, but saying tht really tickles e both of us ALOT!)
1st attempt: both of us pointing at e uncle's head
result: erm, i've got short hands. so end up, jaei was cut off frm e pic
so..
2nd attempt (jaei's turn): she pointed straight. e cam was like not even tilted downwards.
we were expecting tht e cam wont manage to capture e uncle.
BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XIANG BU DAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(look at e pic! damn zun luh!!!! we laugh till wah lau!!! i thot my gastric's gna explode.)
okay, sorry uncle.. dont sue us okay..
we will get our retribution in thirty years more down e road.

okay, we had so much fun to a point... ...
jaei misplaced her standard ticket!! AHAHAHAHAHA!!!
seeing her finding so desperately kinda tickles me. (sorry... ahah!!)
so i took out my hp! wanting to take down this moment of a time life! (i exaggerated heh.)
who knows, tht woman stopped finding & joined in! okay, at least she gave this really ke lian look. AHAHAHAHAH!!!

okay! finally! a nice pic of the Duck & Hippo :D

She's the Man

2007-06-22T06:16:00.001+08:00

Eve Li Meng Yun

This lil girl over here.
She's strong. (both mentally; e strongest girl i ever met. serious. & physically, she can piggy back me frm e studio to toilet!)
She's loud. (ren hai mei dao, sheng yin xian dao)
She's straightforward.
She's just herself.
She's a good listener.
She's a good adviser.
She no xin ji. (okay, broken eng)
She's loving.
She's caring.
She will do her best to protect her friends & her family members when they come to harm. (although she's small in size, lol!)
She always put others before her.
She's........ alot more! e list just goes on & on.

From e first time i saw u. u always hee hee here, haha there.
until ppppp came tgether.
i realise u damn mature can! as in your thinking.
u yourself got alot of problems yet u fork out time to listen to us. gave us advices which made us go 'wow! true true!!'
ren bu ke mao xiang! haha!
i can still rmb vividly tht time at mac, u were e only one who gave us advice and nvr talk abt your problems. u said tht u will say it sometime ltr. cus u haivng sore throat at tht point of time. but tht day nvr come.
jj's right. u are just like our big sister.
but woman!! no matter how strong u are, there will be times where u will feel tired.
now, u are there all alone. pls pls pls take care of yourself. dont blur! tht time sent u off, u actually walked to e wrong place. all of us were so worried whether will tht happen too when u get to aust. somemore alone!!! kns.
i want to see u back in ONE PIECE in 5 months time!
u this silly woman!! frm your swollen eyes &red eye bags can see u have been crying alot eh?
but yet! u gei! gei all e way till e gate then u burst out crying.

like what jj say
"if you ever think we're far away, just take out a map.put ur hand on the map from singapore to australia and u'll realise we're only 2 fingers away.one finger represents YOU and the other represents US.YOU + US = PPPPP"
rmb e candles? (bw thot of it) it has to be 14 candles. not less or more.
we wont forget u! silly girl!
suddenly no one shout "bus lai liao!!!!!!!" to trick us.
suddenly no one aft dance classes go arnd w her H2O apple flavour drink ask "yao drink(sorry i dont know e han yu pin yin for drink) sui mah?'
suddenly no one sing korean song for us. (i doubt anyone of us in ppppp knows how to sing in korean other than u)
suddenly no one will laugh w jaei at my lame jokes. (only e two of u entertain me)
suddenly no one "HAHAHAHAHA!!!!" in tht weird tone.
suddenly no one helps ronnie crack his back, massage it. (ps, i only know she help ronnie, not sure abt e rest)
suddenly no one helps us in stretching.
u noe Eve, there's too many 'suddenly no one'. how could we ever forget u man?!!!
u have alr been deeply etched in our hearts.
no worries! have faith in us! :D

e first time we got tgether to celebrate birthday. (Jaei's)

Then nxt up! it was danzation! (where we stupidly called ourselves e 7 wonders, lol!!)

The second birthday (Peggy's)

okay, frm here. i dont know what's nxt.
then its,

Red camp

still got some performances in btwn. but no pics.
then we went to watch stomp e yard tgether. but no pics.
(skip!)

then we went for steamboat at marina

The third birthday (Xing's)

then got Sonia's birthday. but we haven celebrate for her. do e present only.
sorry sonia! so.. no pics!

okay! here comes may 19 performance!! i can still rmb vividly! it's this performance which brought ppppp tgether! all those supper aft dance. lol! &...
this is your last performance w us. but!!!! i believe! we will share e same stage agn!! :DD

tadang!! it's e baos plus one siew mai [(in)Sane Shane anti gays!]
okay, eve's da long bao. even though she's damn small luh.

e ulitmate kias.

aft this i rmb we went to your hse to stay over. we had a crazy night.
we shld all join eldds. LOLOLOLOLOL!!!!!!!!
then i joined u and your family for dinner.

us & your koala bear plus your lil sis

before dance class. diggas <3

we went for The Big Groove 2007. where e 14 of us finally took photos tgether!!!

after which, we went to eat. watched GUI AH! GUI AH!! then tonned at cine (where e stupid mind games thingy started!) for e whole day to wait for e first bus in the morning.

then there was Nra annual camp.
but u couldnt joined us for dinner at johnson's duck. nvm!! dec eh? :D

on 18th of nov.
went for dance class in the evening. e last class we will have w eve under Ann. aft class! all of us carry out e surprise plan which we planned since common test. (haven got e pics&vids. update nxt time) aft e surprise went yew tee tonned. tht day was also e first time where e 14 of us come tgether & lol!! gossip!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!

on 19th of nov.
morning: went to kbox w eve! for e first time. tht woman!! damn high!
she sang a korean song, dedicated to all of us.
we sang Lian Ai- ING tgether & took vid. (our own mtv. lol!)

20th nov, the day we sent u off.
there's pics&vids. (update nxt time)

WE MISS U!! EVE LI MENG YUN!!!!!!!

U BETTER TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF THERE!!!
must study well! :D dont let anyone look down on you!
&&&&&must watch your temper! tolerate! always tolerate. cus, its a foreign country. no choice.
there's bound to have humps throughout your journey over there. but dont fret!
even though we are not there to help u out. but just know we will be waiting for u here.
5 months will pass by damn fast!
lets plan what we shld do when we reunite agn!! :D
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

me: wei eve!!! ni hui blow bubble gum mah?
eve: hui hui!
me: yay!! okay, then wo men blow then take photo tgether k??
eve: hao hao!

end up...

i laughed like siao when i saw e pic!
she just pushed her bubble gum out. (...........)

在你左右　还有多久
怎么样才能让时间倒流
每一分每一秒都珍重　
握紧的手不愿放松
九点钟~~十点半~~的飞机它在等候　
不要再让自己的眼泪流　
你我必须要走要记得　
我们的故事真的难忘　
太多的回忆和希望　
不管它有多疯狂　
我愿意一生收藏　
我们的故事不能忘　
太多的情节要发展　
不要放弃　
因为有一天缘份会继续　
一定会继续

i want a never ending banquet. but i know its impossible.
aft a banquet. everyone has to bid each other goodbye.
so... im looking forward for another one now!! :D at dec!!! yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!

e diggas drawing alex drew (:

our ring tone. (ppppp)

2007-06-19T04:06:00.000+08:00

iii iiiiiiii IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII can give you GATSBYYYYYYYYYYYYY...gatsbyyy.., gatsbyyyyy!
everyone in PPPPP set this song as our ring tone luh, huh?? (lolololololol!!)
its kinda irritating when it rings, cause u dont know its yours or others but, it thot its cool hahaha!
imagine all of us recieve an incoming call at the same time when we were tgether! LOLOLOLOL!!!!

my com's finally okay! :D
back frm camp! (15,16,17)
had only like 7 hrs plus of rest for both days.
but its fun! :D it just ended so fast.
before it i knew it, its e 3rd day alr.

e highlight for e 1st day
NIGHT WALK! :D

alex & ronnie, e two "sadako" cum.. erm. bboy. lol!

alex,shane & ronnie.

e highlight for e 2nd day
BOND NIGHT
there's a talent showcase or rather showcasing like what victoria said, nra freaks. lol!
dislocating bones, using butt to walk, ultimate flexibilty and alot more.
okay, david did his stuffs (reggae!) which made everybody went wild. lolololol!!!
plus his ultimate acting skills!
esp acting as a retarded andy lau. DAMNNNN HIGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! laugh like shit!
then there was ronnie who kicked e cuuuuucumber (supposedly half but..) into many many many pieces.
and alex tht ulitmate kia who suddenly whacked e cucumber right into his forehead. and e cucumber was smashed (also,) into many many pieces.
e 4 hours of bond night was damn entertaining.

e highlight for e 3rd day
: e showcase + david. ahha!!
aft e showcase, everyone including ann, asked for an encore of e performance david put up e night before.
and agn, everyone laughed like crazy agn.lololololol!!
(okay, camp com's show case was a disaster)

adrenaline rush!!

2007-06-12T19:35:00.000+08:00

ps! only got a chance to update now (thanks peg for your laptop!)
modem down.

10/06
went for 'The Big Groove 2007' at expo.
never have i watch any dance performances which could make my hair stand.
but Ben's chest isolation & GSC's breaking made my leg hair stand.
WCO's performances made both my hand & leg hair stand. ulllltttiimmmaaatteeee dopeness!!!!!
*LAUUUU SSAAAIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!* [in ah leng's (men in white) tone]
after watching them, i was so so so so motivated!!! felt a strong adrenaline rush in my body! was so looking forward to nxt day's dance class (but..but.., it was cancelled. ......)

my favourites!!! *flashes a silly grin*
Dominique

Shohei

okay, still got more pics. upload nxt time (:
after TBG, went to eat then
erm, men-in-white. i dont know what to say man.
at some parts i fell asleep.
but i esp like tht LAAAAUU SSAAAIII!!!! part. lololololololol!!!!!
then went over to e 24 hrs cafe to ton & wait for e first bus in the morning. its crazy!! they kept playing mind games. cannot give up. clues so limited!!!!!!! kns. and i hate it cus i dont know e ans! except for 'how many meh meh jump over e wall'

okay, overall, its a 'lau sai!!!' day. i like :D

this is e first time, i seriously felt tht time is running out.
24 hrs a day. 7 days a week.
its not enough, not enough.
just not enough.
its just too sudden.
actually we stil got alot of places we haven go tgether.
must must go eat johnson duck tgether agn!!! :D

10: disappointed. damn highhhhhhh!!!
11: disappointed. happy.
12: disappointed. relieved yet, lost

im glad tht i gave up just on time.
thanks to my pride, my ego. thanks :DD

King-size

2007-05-17T23:04:00.000+08:00

super ultra duper big bubble gum!!! :D

hoonie tan jayner's 18th birthday.

2007-05-15T22:52:00.000+08:00

aft dance rushed to bp, all shops closed so had to make do w two small tubs of ice cream w french fries as e candles sorry girl.

e bday girl w her "bday cakes"

me & hoonie

all e small kids.

mini tunes toons

2007-05-12T03:43:00.000+08:00

-dance -dinner at johnson duck -went to bpp
(on e way there..)
ronnie: (he said sth abt buying mini tunes)
me: huh? mini tunes?
ronnie: yah, u nvr go mini tunes before?!
me: (ponder for a sec, burst out into laughter) mini TOONS luh!
ronnie! you! ou diao!
-went starbuck but realise cakes at cafe cartel are selling at 50% so, switch! LOLOLOLOL!!!
-chill at garden plaza. -then switch to mac, till 3 plus.
hahahaahah!! end up everyone except me & jaei still need to cab home
despite e fact tht dance ended so early tday. lolol!
everyone SHOULD move over to bp area, haha!

dope crackers & vids.

2007-05-08T19:00:00.000+08:00

THIS!!! -->
woke me&jaei up.
its freaaakkinnggg dope!! e BEST crackers i ever ate!
was planning to get dozens of them until..
me(damn excited): alex! where u bought this??!
alex: oh, haha! taiwan.
me: ..............................

me & peg. + jaei,xing&eve. what we did in studio. (*edited)

early mornings, late nights.
sch's taking a toll on me. my brain's not functioning well.
i thought my student card was my ez link card just because i saw my face on it.
only realised it when i noticed tht e machine's not responding to my so-called "ez link card".
i need hols. desperately.
but then agn, hols = attachment.
kns.

HAHAAHA!!!! IM EXTREMELY INTELLIGENT :DD
AHAHAHAHAHHA!!!!!

tonight, i just want to dance. dance. dance. dance. till i drop.

2007-05-02T00:12:00.000+08:00

went to sentosa. damn funny
will update e photos&vids soon.

was tagged by peg.
Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.
1. i must eat my pocky starting w e biscuit part first.
2.i can slp anywhere. literally, anywhere .
3.i love to peel off human's skin. sometimes when my bro/dad were slping in e living room, if i spot any falling skin on their heels, i will go peel it off. then they will wake up and scold me, ' u siao ah!'
4. if i eat damn healthily (like eating fruits aft every meal, everyday drink plain water), i will have constipation up to 8 days. if i eat junk food, at the most only up to 3/4 days.
5. i must eat at least two bowls/plates of rice if im eating bbq seafood/ tomyum mini steamboat.
6. erm, haha! i love to smell ppl. (tht is if u smell good)

the next 6 are....
-anyone who wants to do this.

when your heart is full of joy, you call Him wonderful.
when you've almost lost your way, u call Him counsellor.
and in the midst of confusion, whisper Prince of Peace.
when you're all alone, He will be Immanuel.
♥

my first, & the very last

2007-04-29T15:00:00.000+08:00

28/4
performance for wvc.
screwed up.
david, thanks for your advice. "make it your last one" thanks
it helps (:
damn, i will make sure its gna be the last.

so, this is how u jugde/define a friendship for 4 years. u are not us.
u're seriously going way overboard with your comments.
im angry. v angry.

like what ann had said. nra; other than dance, there's friendship.
'best friends laugh tgether & cry tgether'
ytd night, i felt it.

tonight, i just want to dance.

2007-04-28T01:06:00.000+08:00

cant stop smiling.

one of the many lifeboats,

2007-04-22T15:04:00.000+08:00

take frequent breaks from reality
that dont bring u back too soon.

{ytd}
technique class was , johnson duck's food was

the 'Happy Tree' friends. hahaha! no hands no butt.

placed in one corner of the cruise ship. NOT.

这该死的爱

2007-04-19T23:11:00.000+08:00

sch's freaking boring.
jaei & i just woke up. other than wan ting. who's happily munching away.

i want to have a stomach transplant. kns.
shldnt have been greedy frm the start. kept insisting to have the both of u. i shld just left w one &amp;amp; have really gd rapport w her. & yet remain contact w another. than ending up w nth now.
fuck. i just want all of us to be tgether. happily.

one more time (:

2007-04-15T23:56:00.000+08:00

pepper lunch-ed/ shopping/ wanton mee/ home.

ping then kel.

♥ fell in love,

2007-04-15T16:22:00.000+08:00

w this cute lil boy over here! :D

reloaded

2007-04-15T01:27:00.001+08:00

im so freaking poor that i cant even afford tap water :(
im not gng to wash my hands, bathe nor drink anymore.

oxygen's all i have now :(

♥, xoxo

2007-04-15T01:13:00.000+08:00

13/4 & 14/4 well spent w xing,eve,peg,sonia&jaei :D

13th: went for steamboat at chong pang.
e first filling steamboat i ever had. haha!

had a heart-to-heart talk w jaei till 2plus am. haha!
thanks woman!
u're freaking pretty okay :D

14th: aft dance rehearsal, went to eat, then to xing's hse.
e 6 of us chatted till 730AM. yet everyone's eyes were still wide open. ahah!
ended up, all of us didnt went for technique class. lol!
eve&sonia left earlier. xing,peg,jaei&me woke up at 4pm.

we shld have more of this. haha! really had tons of fun!
laugh like shit. talk like... ahhaha!! eat like cookie monster. ahha!
nxt! peg's hse!!! :DDDDD
♥

update pics nxt time.

SYF'07 central judging (malay contemp dance)

2007-04-12T22:38:00.000+08:00

10 of april

went to support my juniors at UCC.all of us were surprised when they got the correct timing & everything.thot they really did a great job and were touched.the choreo was damn dope!!!!they seriously deserved at least a gold & not! bronze.

wss shld seriously go & die.

zss bought the copyright for nth

jaei: hey, did u realise its the first time for syf we are watching zss dance and not part of it?

me: yah hoh!!

(both went silent)

The Phantom of the Opera.

2007-04-06T14:59:00.000+08:00

went to watch The Phantom of the Opera
with Keren & Japiah at the esplanade ytd.i love their songs!! their voice was so amazing.the effects: freaking dope. those blank gun shots had us jumped twice. lol!everything was so magnificent!the part where the Phantom was taking Christine to where he lives was so..so..so.. BBbbbeautiful! it took my breathe away. i want to watch it agn!!!

Its just like..

2007-04-05T03:47:00.000+08:00

a size 4 feet wearing a size 10 shoes,
a 7 inches head wearing a 9 inches cap,
a mouse offering to carry an elephant,
telling a baby to go run errands for you,
asking an infant to take his first step up a flight of stairs,
asking me to lift a 100kg weight.

all these expectations.
its hard.
it dont fits.
this cold then hot then cold then hot shit.

cant take it

jaei & chicken. (again)

2007-04-05T01:13:00.000+08:00

lolipop horror

2007-04-03T02:31:00.000+08:00

me(excited): hey!! i can stuff e whole lolipop w e stick into my mouth leh!! ahhaha!
jaei: me too!!!!! (getting excited too)

e both of us started stuffing our lolipop w e stick into our mouth.
showed each other, laugh.

aft laughing, we tried taking out e stick.

me: (looks at jaei, stunned)
jaei:(looks at me, stunned)

me&jaei: cannot take out!!

end up laughing agn.
AHAHAHHAAH!!!

so near, yet so far.

hazel-nut & teh-susu

2007-03-28T01:35:00.000+08:00

arcade's great :D
went town, (for supper to be exact)

HA GAO! our all-time fav! ahaha!

her dad's face/her signature pose/flare your nostrils!

say GEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!

xing wei's 18th year on planet earth

2007-03-27T03:07:00.000+08:00

aft dance, cel xing's bday.
surprise!!!!!!
we didnt forget your bday!
haha! she cried.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!

the best pic of tday!
the new age human zebra crossing! ahahahah!
xing, mian bao, jaei, eve, me, peg.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XING WEI!!!!!!!!!!! ♥
im glad i joined nra. ahahahahah!

2007-03-26T00:10:00.000+08:00

went to jaei's hse to make vid for e bday girl tmr.
had lots of NGs. retake for countless times. kept laughing, hahaha!

the end product of jaei's wall & e masking tape after so many NGs & retaking of e scenes. haha!

e fat looking turtle plushie: me. e big head girl plushie: jaei

tadang!
gao (k)guai er ren zhu. HAHAHA!

2007-03-24T23:47:00.000+08:00

-church.
-choir
-potluck at bro biwei's hse.

this was Josiah's face when e guys were playing The God of War II.
he was very frightened but yet, he still cont to watch. w his eyes wide open somemore.
ahha! cute.

2007-03-23T23:25:00.000+08:00

Town-ed. Holland v-ed.
was amused by this guy who winked at jaei.
laughed for dont know how many streets. both of us were practically laughing our heads off.
and this auntie who tried to shelter herself w a closed umbrella. then realised tht i was looking at her, controlling my laughter. then she gave me this real paiseh look. lol!
laughed agn.

jaei, now i think i know why i kept bitting my lips accidently, resulting 2 ulcers. hahaha!
cus i laughed at too many ppl within this week. HAHAHAHA!

so far all e puppy golden retrievers i came across got this sleepy look. ahah!

e pitiful looking dog. was entertained by e way she stoned. LOL!

he looks like yumi. same colour, same kpo look.

subway cookies!

YAY! big twist. hahahahaha!

2007-03-21T23:51:00.000+08:00

hard to decipher.

Town.
w jaei,zixiang.

when buying shark's fins soup.
>>
me: auntie, liang wan yu ci tang.
auntie: liang wan ah? yao cake ga way?
me: huh? what's cake ga way?
(auntie gave this paiseh expression)
auntie: yao da bao?
jaei & i: ................................

we were trying our best to control. but i cant tahan,
i turned back and laugh. sorry. haha!!!
she wanted to say take away.
but, end up pronoucing cake ga way
& i actually ask her whats tht.
i even thot it was tht green leafy thingy.

the thought of funka being postpone
to nxt yr makes me go -_-.................

dreamt abt his funeral, his coffin. his god-son.
everyone.
i seriously cant do last office for someone i know.

2007-03-21T00:10:00.000+08:00

Tonight I'm doing me.
(crank that thang)

Stomp the Yard.
with ling,jas & jingle.

>>
just before the movie starts.
jingle: ting shuo zhe bu si hen kong bu
ling & me: .......................................

the moves, the groove, the isolations, the waves.
*bangs e wall!*
but im damn motivated. & now that i know where i need to improve.
(techniques; e turnings.
groove.
my stupid tensed up shoulders)
i've got e sudden urge to hit e studio like right away.
i want mirrors! BIG BIG pieces of mirrors!

lesson learnt. thanks.
once bitten, twice shy.

2007-03-20T13:33:00.000+08:00

fuck you!
(♥,
But it's so slashed and torn)

give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill

never felt so idiotic in my whole entire life before. thank you, for the venom.

2007-03-17T23:01:00.000+08:00

took care of my lil cousin. just a short 1 & a half hr im totally drained. TOTALLY.
my arms were aching. u've got to entertain him like for almost very sec.

i see, ♥.

2007-03-16T19:16:00.000+08:00

HOLIDAYS ARE FINALLY HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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